Christmas spirit?

hah dont look at me. Don't think i really have ne. Maybe its due to the lack of a christmas tree in my living room? Oh well... those christmas tree mo-bobbers havent been present in my house for what...2-3 years now? Seein all the lites and stuff juss didnt get me all hyped up or ne thing like it usually does. hah.

Me, im not a fan of those "filipino parties". But im not gonna lie.. i was looking forward to the one on thanksgiving. I really do miss my "cousins". So i was all hyped to see them... and then poof... only saw like one of em on thanksgiving? haha. Christmas will be better hopefully.

Blah i feel so socially drained lately. I barely see ne of my buddies ne more. My lack of car problem is finally taking its toll. I really was fine with it... up n till lately. It's just been hittin me really hard how i cant see so and so... and how i cant go here and there. It stripped me of my freedom...and oh how i loved it.

I hate christmas shopping. I can't stand having to say "excuse me" everywhere i walk. it's annoying how i can spend 2 hours searching for a present for someone.... only to come up with 4-5 things u would rather buy for urself. The only plus is that i saw some hott girls while shopping :D. always a plus haha.

I'm just tired of it all... tired of everything. thank god its break.... merry christmas all.

i miss you, you, you, and despite the way ive been acting.. ESPECIALLY YOU.
posted by Philip at 2:23 AM